Prayer

I offer my respectful obeisance unto my Gurudev, Srila Prabhupada, Sri Sri Radha Madhav, Gaura Nitai and Krsna Balrama who are resviour of causeless mercy unto fallen and unfortunate jiva struggling in the ocean of neiscience birth after birth.

Dear Srila Gurudev, Srila Prabhupad, Sri Sri Radha Madhav, Gaura Nitai, Krsna Balrama

I am going through a bad phase these days. Because I am struggling to keep my mind focused on Your holy names. I am not sad because so many unpleasant thinks happening. I understand that this is because of my karma which are coming to me However You are so kind upon me that You have kindly reduced miseries inflicted upon me to minimal. Dear Radha Madha, Gaura Nitai and Krsna Balrama i am very sad because i am not able to chant and fix my mind upon You. It's said that in happiness jiva forgets You but in distress he remembers you however I am so unfortunate that even though i have been given all possible opportunities i am still not able to fix my mind and heart upon you, then how it will become possible for me to remember Your Lotus feet when i will be about to quit my body.

I have got no hopes and I see no one else could give me protection. I surrender unto you my Lord because you are the only shelter of your aspiring devotees. Although i am not pure devotee i hope that by your causeless mercy my attachment and love for your Lotus feet will increase soon.

Dear Gaura Nita, Radha Madhav and Krsna Balrama i don't expect that my material situation would change. In material world there is nothing good. At every step their is a danger, so there is no point lamenting and trying unnecessarily to change the material way of comfortable living and trying to serve and please wicked people who are not your devotees. What i wish is that, i will be able to remember Your Lotus feet always and make Your, Gurudev and Srila Prabhupada words as my life and soul. I wish i will be able to serve you and your pure devotees without any restrictions and motivation, wherever i be situated.

Please be merciful upon me and make me remind of Your Lotus feet irrespective of my condition.

ayi nanda-tanuja kinkaram
patitam mam visame bhavambudhau
krpaya tava pada-pankaja-
sthita-dhuli-sadrsam vicintaya

O son of Maharaja Nanda (Krsna), I am Your eternal servitor, yet somehow or other I have fallen into the ocean of birth and death. Please pick me up from this ocean of death and place me as one of the atoms of Your lotus feet.