While reading Nectar of Instruction second time. The sruti mantra by Srila Narottam Das Thankur, is informing us what it takes to understand the conjugal loving pastimes of Sri Sri Radha Krsna. Don't try to be whimsical try to serve under the shelter of exalted devotees.
rūpa-raghunātha-pade ha-ibe ākuti
kabe hāma bujhaba se yugala-pīriti
"When I am eager to understand the literature given by the Gosvāmīs, then I shall be able to understand the transcendental loving affairs of Rādhā and Kṛṣṇa."